Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Total immersion : immolation : remembering Varanasi

The water is calm this morning, with that particular surface viscous oiliness, like the Ganges at Varanasi.

I think of the Indian notion that to swim in the holy river assures one of a higher birth.

I have swum in the Ganges. Barefoot in Benares of old, and still dripping from total immersion deep below the surface viscosity, I walked paths of death. Then.

At this time of fast tumbling to new beginnings, bring on that higher birth. Now.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

fugitive : sacrifice : surrender

You who build these altars now
to sacrifice these children,
you must not do it anymore.
A scheme is not a vision
and you never have been tempted
by a demon or a god.
You who stand above them now,
your hatchets blunt and bloody,
you were not there before,
when I lay upon a mountain
and my father's hand was trembling
with the beauty of the word.

Surviving?

The Season?Spent most of Christmas Day in bed, blanketed against the cold and indulging a post-decision depression to the hilt. Bestirred myself by oooh about noon to walk along the beach to Old Man House Park, site of the last winter house of the Suquamish people, burned down by BIA agents in 1870. To prevent the spread of smallpox. Yeah, right. We know what's best for you. Go farming now and forget that you are fishing people, people of the clear salt water. Go on now, we know best. Shoo! shoo!

For me, this Christmas contemplation was a leavetaking of sorts, with slitted eyes and an innocence of ducks. A diadem of Job's tears (Coix lacryma-jobi).If this were a cowboy movie, now would be the time for the level gaze. I know who it is cannot meet my eyes today. Shame on you!
Boxing Day, I did manage an earlier start where, to my delight, I found a seal in my sunrise and lovely mysterious saffron mist, forcing me to focus on the here, now. Let what is to be take care of itself. For now, there is abundant nourishment, here. Or so the happy fish-chomping seal seemed to be saying.A single white feather floated on the Salish Sea. Though I wasn't looking, a message was delivered into my hand.

Don't be misled by the clear skies, temperatures were way below freezing and the frost/ice did not melt all day.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

A very little walk in the woods: a pearly few hours tramping out my melancholy

A few miles from where I live is a 425 acre piece of naturally forested county land, which has recently been set aside as the North Kitsap Heritage Park.

Volunteers began working this summer to create pedestrian, equestrian and bicycle trails. At this stage there is one established path (trail) through one section, and not much else. All the usual conifer evergreen suspects in the tree dept, ferns, alders, maples, salal, huckleberry, lichens and mosses are the major local plant inhabitants.When I visited, seeking to fill the post-visitor absence in the early afternoon killer blank space hours of a gloomy and overcast Sunday in mid winter, the small ponds at the entrance were iced over. It was a no-special-gear-required, easy little walk in the woods: a couple of miles round trip, with one slight incline, at most. Creaky Knees take note.
There were a scattered few other people walking with dogs so, apart from one mysteriously treed presence (squirrel suspected) above a furiously barking, common backyard variety retriever, wildlife was pretty scarce. Excepting for the beginning where wood chips have been laid down against the mud, the trail is natural forest carpet of layered leaves, soft and springy underfoot and rich with the subtle woodsy fragrance a thousand men's aromatic products have failed to replicate with any integrity.
Although boundaries are not marked, I think I continued out of the park and onto the neighbouring Pope and Talbot logging company land when I encountered obvious signs of clear cutting (removal of all trees from an area). The tyre track wear in the area seemed to indicate use for off road motorized vehicle play. I did not continue long along that road. The hornet's nest buzzing of engines was too near, too un-peaceful for my mood or comfort. Besides it is a dubious joy walking in the stubble of clear cut land under a monotony of gray skies.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

My private Cirque du Soleil

On a tightrope without a safety net in a mackerel sunset sky.

Can you tell I've got the blues?

Halcyon day of peace: the answer comes with calm waters

Began the day with the answer on my mind: a cold parking lot embrace the first gift.

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind.
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind:
The memory of choosing not to fight

By the time dusk came, around 3:30 pm as we hang poised at far northern winter's furthermost reach, and having held on precarious to the point of failure which is desperation's edge, the day transformed to a halcyon one of peace. At the dock. A place so holy.
In a dominion so oppressively ruled by tinsel and fake, I found the blessing of authenticity in the 360 degree panorama presence of a two eagle Christmas tree in the soft light of the winter muted sunset. There might be a three dog night in store, but, sufficiently warmed by the eagle fire, I am prepared. Mind is washed. Thanks go to the mysterious djinn of the lamp for granting the one most difficult wish: peaceThere is a good, brief explanation of the prevailing calm waters and halcyon days reference in terms of classical mythology at the Owls Wings blog.

Monday, December 21, 2009

The widening gyre: solstice dreaming

The pendulum has reached its fartherest point in so many ways. The darkest time is here, now.
Bring back the light!

Raven blanket, cedar witness: Ganesh approves potlatch continuum

The weathergods gave us a coldest ever recorded arctic air mass timed exactly for the Lionheart and Lady visit.

The Fav Tribal Elder had been around a few days before their ETA with a Pendleton Indian blanket. Generous indeed. The night before they arrived he turned up with another one. On loan, he kept reminding me. Just wanting to make sure they were warm enough.

Pendleton woollen Indian Blankets are perhaps one of the most prized things around. The mill in Oregon has been making blankets for Indian trade and ceremonial purposes since way back when. "Weaving America's spirit since 1909" according to their website. Hint - if you are looking to buy these blankets it is cheaper and you get a better range of special designs by going to Indian traders. Don't ask me why, but Indian trading stores are always good for the best deals which undercut even the source. Makes you think, doesn't it, about the greed and generosity continuum.

Or as they say on the rez: ennit.

Well, half way through the visit I get an email in the early morning. "Give da raven to da kids".

FTE had acquired this particular Pendleton Mills special edition Raven blanket through being blanketed at Chief Seattle's gravesite, by the Suquamish tribe, for work he has done for them. In local native tradition, blanketing someone is about the highest honour accorded. You take a Hawaiian out of Hawaii, transplant him this far north, chances are he's going to feel the cold just like an African. A blanket is a really valuable gift.

I dutifully carried out the FTE orders and blanketed "da kidz" on the front porch of Haleikeokekai, with a grand eastern view of the Salish Sea through tall trees and the beeeeg ole cedar tree, my green front door at their backs. Ganesh looked on approvingly: suitable witness, as always, for new beginnings. Pumpkins: well who can keep pumpkins out.

Olympian dreaming

What do you do with out-of-state visitors who are only around for 3 days? Walk some beaches and go to the forests and the mountains.Hurricane Ridge is the best place to get the sense of the magnificent extent of the Olympic Mountain range. This is about an hour and half drive from Haleikeokekai, across the Hood Canal onto the Olympic peninsula. Going there: Hurricane Coffee shop in Sequim is now an extended family tradition for breakfast. I had hoped to be able to hire snow shoes. Unfortunately that wasn't going to happen until later in the month.

However, after surviving my driving on slightly icy switchbacks to get to the top, admiring the view to eternity from the ridge, sinking to our knees in the soft crystalline powdery snow (no, walking in snow with unsuitable shoes not a good plan) and disappointing the beggar Gray Jays hungry for feeding (they are National Park wildlife after all, how else do they get by, but on handouts from tourists? They are paid to do this. Local colour.) we had all that much more time for lunch in HWY 101 Diner.
Lionheart had the full breakfast: a whole plate load of eggs, crab, hash browns and then a side of onion rings. Besides that I forget what the rest of the party had. Oh yes, I definitely had the sweet potato chips and probably hash browns too.....hmmm who cares: it was our favourite diner food and we were comfortably happy with neon glow and the black and white checkerboard floor familiarity. I have it on good authority that the coffee tasted like old ashtrays. The waiter was a perfect smiley Santa Elf in his Santa hat and Jimmy Dee had his festive hat on too. Of course it was all Bambi's fault. Isn't it always? "Tis the season.

Oh and there are way more pictures on flickr. Of real people not cardboard cut-outs

Exchanging gifts: potlatch tradition is alive and well

Home to the Port Gamble S'klallam tribe, Little Boston Indian reservation is about 10 miles from Haleikeokekai, on Port Madison Indian Reservation.The Port Gamble S'klallam House of Knowledge has some beautiful carvings. However what caught my camera this day when my out of state visitors and myself paid our respects was the welcoming whale and the David Boxley totem pole in the cemetery.

Showing off local talent: Doe Kag Watts, again

Lionheart of my heart and his fav animal doctor were (briefly) in town. Enough time to drink some coffee, a lot of tea; take a couple of walks on various cold but beautiful beaches where, bundled up in multiple layers against the extreme and record breaking cold, we could sit on logs to admire Mt Ranier palely taking the gap; see some Indian art here there and everywhere; see some snow on top of the world at Hurricane Ridge in the Olympic Mountains. Oh and, of course, the compulsory stop at HWY 101 Diner, Sequim.

Many more pics in several obscurely labeled sets on flickr. Oh, you don't have an account. Sorry, you lose out. There's a limit to what I reveal in the public domain. The big brotherly breathing gets heavy at times.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Being here, now

Most mornings I walk around the block and down to the water. Some days it is more of the same beautiful light effects, some days I am greeted by the locals.

On December 1st a stormy sky let the sun through in brief, bright, blinding rays. Gulls swooped and an otter played on the rock next to the dock.Yeah, I know I am posting a few weeks late. Been busy. Distracted by ice and light. And I know the otter pic is possibly the worst picture ever taken. But, as my friend Steve OC said recently: you do the best you can with what you have left.

For now, this is the best I have with what I have left. It's all about that forementioned ice and light.

Smoke on the water: fire in the sky

With lowest ever recorded temperatures, it has been really cold but (unusually for these parts) really clear recently. A combination of exquisite beauty.

In the mornings the mist rises from the water like tendrils of smoke. The dock is completely iced over and I find half eaten frozen fish set in ice down there - evidence that the otter's meal froze before they could finish it. Rivulets of seepage on the beach are frozen mini glaciers.

I bundle up in everything I have, including the tea cosy on my head to keep the ears warm, just to be out in the incredible light. Treading carefully because of the ice. Of course.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

A new fascination

Mr Northwest Coast Style Native Art, Duane Pasco will be doing some presentations in January. I needed some pics of him for the publicity material.

The day I went to his (big) House in the (big) Woods he was constructing a canoe carving shed next to a huge cedar trunk. On January 1st he begins the carving on his wife's family canoe.Move over all you craggy Hollywood actors. This is the man to have in a camera lens. Add to that, this natural born raconteur puts Obie Oberholzer in the shade with his story telling. A new fascination is born. Oh did I mention he can carve too. Totem poles, canoes and what have you, Coast Style supremo.

House of many names: Sgwedzadad qe ?altxw

A week or two ago, the Fav Tribal Elder wanted some pics of Sgwedzadad qe ?altxw aka The House of Awakened Culture aka The House aka The Community House aka The Welcoming House for some project of his. So one beautiful sunny morning we paid a visit.

Of course this is just a block from Haleikeokekai and on my daily round. But for the FTE the journey from Little Norway is all of 12 minutes-by-car longer. My favourite pic from the photo shoot, below, was taken from amongst a grove of trees in the ancestor's garden. As with much of my life these days, I seem to be a shadow presence. Not-a-bear coming into her own.

The mountains are out

Veteran's day on November 11 is a holiday in these parts. Being relieved of the obligation to trundle off to work, I took a little drive across the Hood Canal to the Victorian seaport of Port Townsend. The mountains, freshly powdered with snow, were resplendent.We have a saying here: "the mountains are out". Here's proof that the mountains are sometimes on show. Because, of course, a lot of the time we do not have these magnificent towering hills to lift our eyes up to. The shroud of fog and cloud veils them.We also like to make sure that there is no confusion. Joe and Jane public must know exactly where they are and what they are doing. So we label things really clearly. Definitions are important in a civilized and literate country. You are looking at a scenic view. Read the sign. Look at the scenery. There's even a red alert triangle to make sure one does not miss the moment in one's busy road tripping life.

Its all about communication. If we don't tell you, you might not know.

November full moonset

Leaving the gym in Little Norway, one morning in early November, it just happened that the full moon was setting in a sun warmed sky. Yes, I do go to gym really early.