A baby Gold Dust gecko so tiny I almost missed it on the taro stem and a budding bamboo shoot.
It is my seventh year of holding the world witness to my nomadic dreaming. According to the statistics component of this software, this is the one thousandth post.
I have no lofty aspirations. I donʻt think I have changed the world at all, not one tiny bit with this blog. Heck, I donʻt even think my family and friends, the original impetus for the recording and sharing, read it much.
I have very few commentators, and do nothing to promote readership. Again those lovely data pages show that a major wedge of the visitor country of origin pie is Russia. Russia? To my knowledge, I know no one in Russia. Such are the mysteries of tracking software. I know, too, that some of my blood know ways to befuddled said software.
So why do I continue?
The Dreaming Nomad is a primary relationship of sorts in a life of very tenuous and mostly imaginary relationships. It has served to keep me on a path of being a human being. To give me reason to get out of bed, to get out of myself, to get out into the world. To give me focus for these forensic eyes, audience for this interior monologue, an impetus to research and gain a little understanding of the world around me as well as of that inside my own head and heart.
Most importantly it is an excuse to indulge in long hours in coffee shops, listening to music, watching people under the guise of updating the blog
Yes, a lot of the bloggable moments in a life do also get lost. My flickr account is witness to the truth: I could have recorded twice this one thousand posts, had I internet access enough and time.
Though sometimes I leave out important things, I also like the challenge of journalling in the public domain. I like the challenge of being compelled to find a way to phrase things so that those who share a secret common language or shared experience will recognize the reference without that I incur a lawsuit or provoke offense to the innocent or guilty. I briefly toyed with invitation only and it didnʻt work. I didnʻt like holding my friends accountable that way.
I have survived seven years and a thousand posts of public revelation, without accumulating dangerous stalkers (that I know of), or even being fired from a job for my recording, as a dear dear compadre was.
And I do love the looking back aspect: paging randomly through prior years, remembering, forgetting. Nothing like that rear view mirror for distortion effects!
Onward with capturing the tail as it flees!
He who binds to himself a joy
Does the winged life destroy;
But he who kisses the joy as it flies
Lives in eternity's sun rise.
William Blake





















































